Screenwriting CMW3002

So I'm writing about a mans Transition from a man to a Phoenix Bird. A Reincarnation.

In order to help me write the description of the bird, I thought the best way to do this was to draw the bird.
Only, it didn't come out a a Phoenix. I find it frustrating for me when drawing. Because it seems only my brain only seems to want to draw something else, never what I visualise in mind.

So instead, I drew a doodoo / Peacock whatever it was , it was not what I want it to be - a Phoenix!